("heckday!") I DON'T UNDERSTAND...

- women who ride buses w/ thin high-heels;
- people in the fullest bus w/ backpacks on the back, getting on the way, and risking to get robbed;
- people who complain a lot and do nothing by themselves;
- people who are in a line for different buses, and when theirs is not coming, they don't let the people for the other to pass (maybe not to lose a good spot, like being crushed in the middle of the multitude...);
- people that smoke and blow the smoke right on your face, mainly when it's raining and you have nowhere else to go for a shelter;
- tv programs that only show rich people getting richer for the poorest to get poorer while they watch - and nobody does or even says anything!;
- how come there are so many nice and wonderful songs in this world, that touch us so much, and the composers and musicians have nothing to do w/ the Holy Spirit;
- while this city of Curitiba is so special for God, maybe because here He's found a place for what He's about to do, and still there are so many churches out of this, w/o the least clue about it!;
- the time...
- how dogs can sense spirits and people deny to believe them...;
- people who measure w/ different measures, according to situations they choose appearently out of the blank, mainly when in leadership positions;
- a lot of other things I can't remeber right now... actualy I'm even thinking right now why am I writing all of this, but maybe it's because in this moment I'm out of the feeling I was when I had this idea... so, I hope the next time I'll be in the mood for more, so just wait! we are so capable of changing into so many shapes in matter of seconds anyways... we seem so shallow! I'm not this curious for answers at all! I don't want nor need to understand! but feels like it's necessary to spread out some questions... part of what I also don't understand! indeed...!

JESUS SAVE ME!!!!! FROM BEING A HYPOCRIT! - even though in this world there's no more room for the truth, let this not keep me from being who and how I'm supposed to be! from the fear of showing up/off to the thought of unnecessarity...
so, I'm sorry about all I said here today, I'm not being full of prejudice or anything, just wondering, free from disguises! think whatever u feel like or pleases u about me, here is my place, my thoughts, my life! I'm not trying to prove I'm greater or better, I'm not trying to prove anything whatsoever! there are tons of stuff we don't get in this world, I'm not revolted, I just want to see it through, to maybe a safer and simpler way! and if anybody has the same questions, issues or ponderings and would like to share points of view, let's us all get together and talk things through! explanations!? coments!? u're welcome...