yeah, yeah... sorry (again?!)

well, 23 of june we celebrated our 1st month (even if you happen to think: "against the 5 years!? what's that about?!"), and I can tell it's all different from what we used to have... it's important to celebrate special ocasions, even if they are only "little moments"... now that we'r finally really, officially dating, so what!? we can do it! now we deserve it! nothing's held back, it may sound weird, but it feels like we've started from the ground zero! (except for the freedom we feel w/ each other... we don't even feel embarassed or akward among other people... hehe)
heck, yep! that's our time, excuse us!? (just blowing my top? no... venting... hehe)
and now, we've seen 2 other new movies (here, in Brazil...), had time w/ "relatives" (his... face it, now it's not only about my "single life"... hehe) and it's been nice to have in-laws and even a niece!
a lot of work? no time for friends? sorry, I'm not super woman yet! almost going crazy, tired, and still needing to work! (pay off my piano last semester - last of all!) which goes for my "vacation" spent here... well, working and studying... tests to take and to grade, what a thing!
my leaders' lives bouncing as well... who said it would be an year for new things, uh?! (who were the ones to believe it by the way...) and I just star to miss them, I can ask God to keep them here, right? just because I want... what can I do?... just hope we won't lose contact! (even if I end up w/ other leaders, ha-ha, what will hapen for sure!) after setting up for him to come to my group... seems like the possibility will be ME going to his... oh, all my GF bro's and sis'...
enough of sad things, before I star crying! yeah, this messes me up! and I rather not think about it... today is a busy day, "end of semester" thing at work... missing my BFF - our annual ice skating session (has to be!) coming up! - and my owing visit..., church event coming up, the "family dog" is about to land here, under my "killing cares"... (not a word... just thoughts) oh, family! mine and his, about to become one! just like us... uh, romantic! hehe
I used to say I wish I could scream out loud how much I loved him... and we don't even need that! in front of all the ones that used to try to make us stop we can say we love each other!
... for a moment in which I thought I wasn't feeling like writting anything, to just stop by and drop a line... this is pretty much about a load! (and I still feel like I said nothing! but, I gotta go anyways... I have plenty of room here to just erase and let it go... just leave it!)

AHWN! (sigh...)