farewell, very well!...

seems just like any other day. right?
the difference? an unique year! when all the expectations go for "newness"...
dang! again, the signs of "THE YEAR OF THE NEW THINGS" are showing their existence!
some samples?!
- the "un-trip" to Canada... and the C.I.S.V. "nongoing" after 2 full years;
- I'm finally dating...;
- the music ministery... (and more "...");
- Delirious: the songs in the "Kingdom of Comfort" album are thriving! I wish to use them all in here, expressing all we've been going through... and yet...;
- Delirious is also sying "goodbye" for real... after the drummer's left, Stew Smith, now, the call it the "end of an era" for the end of 2009... oh, crush my heart!;
- the saddest of all: my dearest leaders leaving for another (far!) town!
and probably more... so, try to guess... what's all that about!? the weird part... I feel all torn inside but not miserable enough to regret all of this... I still feel like I'm being filled up w/ something! it is necessary and so full of hope! it's the awkwadest feeling like it has to be this way so something can come out of me, that if I wouldn't be shaken this deep, it would never ignite!
and just now, that we had the DUNAMYS w/ Leonard Jones & band, from the MorningStar ministeries, saying pretty much about the same things...
man, I just guess that all this is happening for so many purposes converting in just one... (you guess!? why not trying to "be sure"!)
and the other night a thought came across my mind that I would never go reading this all again, so why posting!? maybe now I see the relevance of it all... registering all these times of changes God's been making, so we will never forget to acknowledge His deeds, the He DOES do what He says... and shame on you if you don't reckon it!
u better believe... He's for real, He's the REAL GOD, and we're not here to play...
(hm, I'm sounding so serious... though it IS serious... hehe but I just can't go w/o any itsy bitsy bite of laughter... hehehehe)

[we're about to rise... God's taking out of the way things we'd never imagined would be necessary... He raises providence from unprobable sources! even the ones we could swear were the main ones! He wants the "everything" from us... us in a whole, and nothing is more or less!
just stop and feel it coming... upbringing your own essence w/o any wilingness from yourself.
The Spirit does the part u've always tought would be yours... believe it now?!]

Is it any wonder...?!

{p.s.: amazing! how I feel just like I HAVE, I NEED to do something out off those Delirious lyrics! how come?! they're just so inspired and inspiring!... truly, the so called NEW TIME has definitelly come!}