pain!

my wrist hurts, my blood pressure had been low - hot weather cooled out a little, thank God it rained!
but now I bursted my wrist! practicing for the piano test like crazy, and now I still have a lot of work to do (I'm not a sloth, ok!?) but now I feel the pain all through my right arm!
yeah, yeah... God knows...
(you can tell that I'm not really busy, but tired! though I haven't had a whole lot to do, but also I've been putting an effort onto my summer camp delegation preps...)
Jesus lift me up!...
is it only me who thinks I did my best, which was good enough that I deserve something good finally, out of it all!? I don't want praise... I just wanna celebrate my victories...! but alone!? nobody else is by my side, feeling happy for me?!... should I expect or even ask for comprehention?...
(teeth!? oh Lord, please... not more pain and spending money... glasses, Mahtob... HEALTH, I pray! in all means!)