"the lines of my earth"

AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY SHOULD I BE SO WILLING TO BE PART OF OTHER PEOPLE'S LIVES?!
THEY NEVER NEED ME! THEY DON'T EVEN SHOW ANY INTEREST ON WHAT I CAN OFFER!
IF WE ALL HAVE THIS NEED TO BE FULFILLED AND TO FULFILL, WHEN WILL I BE GIVEN THE CHANCE TO ACCOMPLISH THAT!?
I'M NOT ASKING ANYTHING IMPOSSIBLE! NITHER BEING SELFISH!
I JUST WANNA HELP, BE PART, BE NEEDED! IF THIS COULD BE SELFISH, THEN, I GIVE UP!
SORRY, BUT I CAN'T HELP FEELING UNIMPORTANT...
GOD, PLEASE! IF I AM SUCH A "PAIN" LIKE THIS, IF IT'S REALLY MY FAULT, THAT I DRIVE PEOPLE AWAY FROM ME, HELP ME TO SEE WHAT IS SO ANNOYING SO THAT I CAN LET YOU WORK IT OUT!

... "HEY! 'coz we're so happy!" (I think I'm way too strange! that might be a reson! or part of it...)