"u've got to...

get yourself together, u've got stuck in a moment and then u can't get out of it!..."
I wish, u know, I had now one momet sort of like this... in a good way, or not even not...]that at least I could feel the ground! or not...
u know, I've come to believe that we actually don't really know what we want...
I just wish... not want... wishes are different...
oh, if my wishes came true... my dreams... dearest dreams... that I've been leaving in the back of my head, trying not to even remember them!...
not that they take much of my time, but of my concentration on the present! they seem so unlikeble to happen, that I rather not think of any... and u know, at least this's been helping me to always place my life into God's hands and depend more on Him! and I get less frustrated...
oh my...
get something to listen and enjoy... purify your mind and soul... studying only?! no... make a moment of pleasure out of it! yeah... whatever is supposed to happen, God only knows... better!
better than anybody else... no worries.... "BE HAPPY"! hehe that's something that's true... for real! I'm in need for some fun, some "tasty!" (a whole lot actually), and maybe, the "moment in which I'll be stuck" it's gonna be in the middle of it! I just haven't been giving me the oportunities to try... hehe
experience!


("all that you cant leave behind" again!...)