"My Friend (So Long)"

uh... girls at home, mother got grumpy...
tired, feeling sick all day, dunno why... sleepy, (mom's party...) got to rest some
wait a minute! I have piano test coming up! I haven't studied yet! oh, my, give up on myself... what a shame! on me!!!
I'm seriously thinking about moving from here... having my own place, rent or not, but mine!
being able to learn how to take care of my house... having the right to have it, make myself at home, for it'll be my home! what I don't really have right now...
I'm a grown up! and if God hasn't blessed me with prospects for a soon mariage, what can I do!?... I've put all my effort, done my best, at least, what I know could be my best...
time gone, does not come back, so, the thing is to move on
God bless this week... now that I'm not completely healed yet, but I'm being "cat counterclock wise" (cats undo the whool, I'm doing by undoing a scarf which I want to be a... veil?!)
anyways, that's causing the allergies to get bad again... haha stupid me!
freakin' life... God take care!
stressful people, "bossy" boss... doing things I don't realy like, but enjoing the fact that I can do... controversial!?
welcome, this is me!