retreat, course, virus...

... and a cell phone that doesn't work!
what a day...!!
expectations? uh, don't wanna mention, please!
I have the boyfriend I've been asking for the past 5 years!
would it be God's permission!?
hm...
his parents came over and got me thinking...
I do know what I want and what I am doing! and I'm sure it's the same for him too!
I know him well... and I don't mind about his "crazy moments"... I think this is love!
just wish something could be done so he wouldn't get so stressed and worn out...
and that now I could know for sure he is in his bed, sleeping...
God's taking care of him, of course! no doubts about it...
and well, uh, he's aware of that too...
why should I worry?
now we're finally steady...
keeping the love, we'll miss each other for a couple of days that I'll be away (he's already been...), right when we reach our 1st week! I'm not afraid, at all!
when things we pray for happen, I guess we get struck by thoughts that cross our mind saying "what now? what's next!?", you know...
and our history is beautiful, so is our relationship now! we look so cute together! and I know all this way we see things will be always in change, that's how it's supposed to be!
at least, that's what we hope is going to turn out to be...! not having and end!
ah...!

(man! this is thoughtful, uh!?)