BORING BORED BOREDOM

I'M INTENSE! I'M EXPLOSIVE, LOUD!
I'M FEELING TIRED OF PUTTING MYSELF INTO SHAPES!
IT EVEN FEELS LIKE I'VE BEEN PUNISHING MYSELF, AND I DON'T DESERVE IT!
TIME IS FLYING BY, MY YOUTH YEARS ARE GOING ALONG, THINGS ARE CHANGING AND I'M NOT EXPERIENCING, I LEARN JUST BY BEING SMART, BUT THIS IS NOT FUN!
SEEMS PARTLY LIKE A WASTE, IF I CAN TASTE, WHY NOT!? CAUSE I'M TOO CONSCIOUS...
THE HECK W/ IT!
I'd rather live 50 intense ones, well lived ones are like double, than 100 full of no emotions and adventures... this ain't no livin'!