"here I am..."

hello again!
stiff neck again...
writing for pretty much no reason, but i think this is not again...
just to say, "when in doubt..." which, may I say, it's not really a doubt...
oh, Lord... You know what to do, I just pray, beg You to teach and show me what I have to do and so on...
confusing?! but my God is the BEST FATHER in the entire world! and that's something for real, fur sure and totally true!
you outta find it out by yourself and have a try... I garrantee you won't ever leave it back! not my onw experience... remember, God is always God, you believing Him or not. and He's still God w/o u, but what are you w/o Him...!?
I, "at least", now why I'm here, I do have a reason for my living... isn't it pretty much what human kind is bonr and dies looking forward trying to find out...?