28.09.07

yeah, past midnight, but I haven't slept yet, so, it's still "yesterday"! hehe
oh, "schlafen" day totaly, kinda worn out by not sleeping, and yep, crying at least once a day every single day in this week.
but what for!? I know nothing anyways... the only thing I can be sure of is that God knows what's best, and my role is to believe that I won't regret anything if I place my faith in Him...
hard, uh!?
I think of the opportunities I'll miss, the unsureness of the things that might happen (anything is possibel, for good as for bad!), the good moments already in the "folder" that still touch my heart and go through my motions and feelings...
but know, even though I'm sure of the love I've got, rationally thinking, is this all really worth it...!? all this effort, would it be in vain? don't like to think like that, cause I don't really care, I just want God's will 1st, and then, mine 2nd... it's all very important to me and so... I don't want to think anymore, not "today"... cause I have to sleep, "today-tomorrow" is coming and I have to work early... again...
God bless the weekend! and have mercy on me and my "baked" brains... hehe